Am not sure why it happened, have moved since. I was married to a beautiful woman, very sexy woman. We couldnt have children so she left me. There had been times before that, she would run off. I am not physically well shaped. In drunken comfort, I would put on her panties and bra. This reminded me of my youth, when I would sneak into my sisters room and dress like her. I find myself now buying sexy mini-dresses, corsets and such. I am alone.