The concept of the sissy being solely for the pleasure of the Superior, while being easy to fathom, was long lost on this g.rl. For many long years she viewed herself as a crossdresser, and the clothing and other aspects of Femininity as masturbatory in nature. Thus she long in her willful and self centered nature, believed those objects and even the Dominants involvement existed solely for her pleasure. And therefore she used Them as such. This sissy had loved accepting the attention of a Dominant on her terms. Even shamefully at times dressing as a Woman without the proper attitude and in that way mocking the Superior Sex instead of taking the attitude of a humble acolyte.
It took many years and hard lessons to break this g.rl of those bad habits. This girl keeps first and foremost in her mind that her pleasure is meaningless. she, as a sissy exists to provide her Dominant ultimate pleasure,, in any matter He or She sees fit.
It took many years to overcome her stubborn male attitudes and attune her mind more closely to Female. And especially to overcome being submissive and girlie amongst Real Men.
As a sissy, this g.rls sexual preference is meaningless to her ability to please her Dominant. As a good sissy, this girl now realizes she must be ready and able and more than willing to serve a Real Man Dominant with as much skill and enthusiasm as she would serving a Mistress or Female Dominant. Sexual preference to a sissy must be irrelevant, as the pleasure derived is ultimately for the Dom.
It is a lesson this sissy shall never forget.
In most humble and grateful submission,
supplicant acolyte lanna