Training in Servituderunningwild2010 | 02.09.2016 | Assignment Reports, Reports - Place and Worship
Today sissy began practicing the Zen of Servitude. sissy learned that there are two particular qualities that i need to practice eradicating. the first is stoic; i need to be much more emotional. the other is commanding; i need to be obedient and let others have their way instead of insisting upon my way.
i have always cried at certain things, for example i can’t help but tear up at the end of Toy Story 3. i am going to try to draw upon this emotional state as i interact with people.
Commanding is going to be a bit harder to eliminate. i am the boss at work and i need to figure out ways to give others more control & being submissive to others.
i desperately want to be a girl, and while this is my first day down the path of sissihood i hope i can find ways to be more feminine. i am not sure i can completely do this on my own. this is why i look forward to my membership to Sissify.